when will my reflection show who im inside.

whats there inside me.

13 April 2008

A PIECE OF SHIT
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Finally i decided to update le..
People take my words it will be a long post..
If u cant take it..If u think i'm writing bout u..if u think i'm hum ji..
or
Whatever shit tat applys..
Please..I'm using the word Please
Kindly bring ur mouse to the top right hand & click on "X"
Thanks for the kind understandin
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I was "so So" upset & it really "sour my heart"
It was so hurtful..
The post tat i had posted out -still remember-
For what i know there's onli 4 FCUKIN name which i had written..
Oh first is
"Kiap Kiap", "KU KU'
And
Sailormoon, Power Ranger..
I don see anyother name tat i had written..
If i really did miss out, i think i had to use some holy water to wash my eyes den..
But the FACT is.. I didnt!
Why do i say all this shit..?
The reason was because:
The very same day if i'm not wrong..
While i was in KTV bringin my chee bye go sing
-cos ppl keep saying talk cock ma so bring my cb go sing-
Den
Someone called mi.. She scolded mi
-sry ppl i cant say who, if nt there will be another misunderstanding-
She scolded all sort of language-which i don understand-
And last of all she say:
-"Ur blog the POST is writing abt mi right???-
i wanted to explain really :'(
But i don have the chance..
Cos of her languages tat i don understand !@#$%%^^&&**(
Wat am i to say..
After i hang up..
I started thinkin...
Think..Think..Think...
Really think very HARD..
Is she referring herself to my "sailormoon"
Oh..WO De Tian ar...
Cannot be ba.. Cos i still see her outside in da afternoon..
And my sailormoon onli go out in the night to punish ppl on behalf of the moon..
So i really don know... :(
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10 to 15 mins later
Another call...
She was sayin wat sperms here and there de...
Oh holy shit....
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After awhile i received msg from unknown ppl
-NO OFFENCE kkz-
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First msg of the day
"Eh wuji mai write ppl tings on blog eh. Nbcb. Wuji cOme out tok ai mai.. Pcb."
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Second msg..
"Nb ai kan limpei guai lan rite. Lipei nOt xiaopei k. Ai write simi ur problem rite tamade. My hand mah i lyk beat who oso my problem. U watch out.
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Last msg
Eh fk lah. Tis Kind nO nid admit la hor. Common sense c@n -_- dun use tis kind childish way reply my msg.
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I JONATHAN NG, hereby to swear everything was from the msg..I did nt change any word or a single full stop..
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The first thing tat come to my mind was:
I din nt write bout anyone in my post..
Y did u called and scolded mi with those sinful words..?
Secondly..
Y must a unknown ppl tat i don noe msg mi and scolded mi with those sinful words again..
So are u tellin me tat u have frens to support u,
Whereby i don have any..
-To the unknown person..whatever i had written it don apply to u-
Cos i don noe who u are..So if i say bout u..It will really be my mistake..
I didnt ask my fren to give a unknown msg why:
Cos gal..is a waste of money..
And r u tellin mi tat u're having a childish mindset..?
I believed everyone is understanding..
If he/she listen to both the story..
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She told mi "not happy come out talk la"
But..But..
The problem is...Erm...
I'm very happy...happy to have a blog of my own to blog..
So i don think there's a need to go out and talk..
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She also ask my fren to tell mi tat:
Asked mi to mind and be careful of my words and for wat i had said..
I had been very very careful for wat i had type..
I had check all the full stop and spellin mistake..
So ppl if u did spot any mistakes, error or anything.
Pls tag on my tag box kkz..
Thank you..
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Btw can i ask something..
Ur fren -unknown ppl- de third msg..
I reply saying:
If she wan to admit abt what i write and say, so wat can i say or do
and he reply..
"Eh fk lah. Tis Kind nO nid admit la hor. Common sense c@n -_- dun use tis kind childish way reply my msg."
Common sense???...Dorts..
And can i ask what -unknown ppl- means by common sense..???
Pls pls... i wan i wan... i wan to know...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~i think, i will end here for all the holy things ba~~~~~~~~
Why i posted all this:
Is because i just wanted to clear all the misunderstanding..
My kiap kiap, kuku, sailormoon or power ranger:
All don suits saying you okie ;)
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I know i have been a bad bad boy all alone..
I wan to change...
I wan..i wan..
And i will change for the WorSt...
Opps..is for the better..
And therefor i had prepare all the things needed...

Dear God,
Please cover and forgive me for all the sinful and sins that i had done or say..
I believed you would open ur warming arms and welcome me..
Thanks God..

And for all my reader..
Please Please...
Is an order from God..
Pls wash ur eyes with the special HOLY water from God..
It will clear away all the sinful things and words tat this sinful blog had..
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Last but not least

Please visit:
Http://www.GuanYinMa.com.sg
For all the sinful things tat u had read or know..
They will be kind and understandin enough to forgive each and everyone of you..
I had Done mine..
Wat about you all??
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Huat Ar...!!!!!

For all i had blog, it doesn't concern about each and anyone of you..
I don wish for any call and unknown messages..
For any call or messages..
Please email to http://www.GuanYinMa.com.sg or 1800-GuanYinMa...
They will review the email and approach me if i had done another sinful things..
Thank You for the kind understanding..
And sorry for any misunderstanding or inconvenience cause

Thats all..
God Blessed..
*Holy water*

No Plastic, No Drama
The PURE and ClEAN
JONATHAN...
Innocent SHADOW

behind the mask Sunday, April 13, 2008

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I WAS NEVER ONCE A HAPI BOY
EviL-ShaDow
15th Nov 1988
19yo
Mandai Hill Camp
Jonathanjame999@hotmail.com
About mi
I have selective memory loss
I have very bad short term memory
I am a "sudden arrival and departure
I am eccentric
I am impetuous
I love and desire for things that I cant have
I don’t know how to cherish things that I have
I have a big attitude problem
I live in confusion
I don’t know what I want in life
I have a split personality – as of always
My life is filled with confusion, blunders and scandals... I will have bad karma I know…
Love me for who i am, if not fuck off.
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Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

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To find the real me
Learn to love myself before loving someone
Die before 30 - think i had live enough
If i were to die let me die with a tragic death -i know, i had done too much sins
Let me suffer once like how i did again
No more plastic and no more drama
There's no forever, so i just wish for a ever lasting relationships
To talk less & listen more
Never trust anyone whereby i don even trust myself
No more RealityShips
A message from you
Nothing gonna change my love for you
To have a chance to "mend" back
Slap me hard everytime when u see me, just to wake me up